Well, I guess that’s what the number on the scale says.
My weight actually fluctuates A LOT during the day.
As much as 5 lbs in come cases.
Every morning I wake up, get on a t shirt and shorts, hit up the bathroom for a #1 and sometimes now #2 now that I’m getting in a lot of fibre, then head downstairs to do weigh in for the day.
Today’s was 367.6
how the fuck did this actually happen.
last year when I was working out with a trainer, i fluctuated between 330 and 340 lbs for about 6 months. and then i stopped going to the gym all together and then stopped caring about my diet when i decided to move back to the north.
I still kind of don’t care, but I’m trying to make the effort anyways.
I need more accountability and more discipline in my life.
It seems like everything is too easy, and too hard all at the same time.
I’ve been north of 300 for a long, long time, and it’s starting to wear me out.
Time to do the difficult things again, even though it hurts.
Just fucking do it, damn it!