I mean, how the fuck did I get to this point?
Fuck sake, my eyes are starting to leak this very moment.
My scale doesn’t even accurately measure how litterally massive I have become.
Seriously, how did I get here?
Did I just not care about what happens to me, what others might think, how my friends and loved ones might feel about it?
I feel like a worthless piece of shit, but you know what?
I’ll do whatever I need to do lose this body fat, to stop the swelling in my legs, no not get diabetes or heart disease or whatever else, although that might be too late for me.
I don’t want to not die before middle age.
I’m not fuckin leavin.